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Dec. 24th, 2007

12:12 AM

okay you know what?
theres a limit to my patience.
all of you have so many fucking problems.
dont want this,dont want that.
fucking annoying you know?

damn angry now lah!

what happened just now got me thinking..
and i realized how life is so precious and fragile.
i was so scared. thoughts racing through my mind about whats wrong with me.
head whirling, i panicked..
i better treasure it from now on.
love my family more. spend as much time as possible with them.
i always worry that one of them will just slip away from me..
any time, any moment.
i am scared..
i have never been so scared in my whole life.
i want to live a long happy life with everyone in my family.
my mom, my dad, my sister and even my brother..

i will pray.. even though i am a free thinker..
i will change for the better..
maybe its my karma.. it has a funny way of coming around..
please, i love everyone in my life..
especially my family.
public post because secretly, i want one of my family members, to read this.
so that they know that i love them..

Oct. 8th, 2008

1:46 AM

depression is overcoming me.

Nov. 1st, 2008

3:11 PM

I have to stop obsessing over unattainable ideals.

so this is christmas.

Dec. 25th, 2008 at 2:41 AM

"A very merry Christmas
And a happy New Year
Let's hope it's a good one
Without any fear"

happy christmas (war is over) is my favourite christmas song.
it makes me sad. maybe christmas isn't supposed to be sad, but i always get the blues during this period.
surrounded by happy people.
happy christmas everyone.

Dec. 29th, 2008

2:45 AM

where's the silver lining in my cloud?

i am a cat.

Jan. 6th, 2009 at 1:46 AM

sometimes i wish i wasn't human.
i'd rather be a cat, with not a worry or care in the world.
but alas, i am a 19 going on 20 year old girl, whos in the midst of FYP.
i think im suffering from a quarter-life crisis now.